KiraKoi

What, exactly, does it mean When I'm falling at the seams And you're ripping silent screams Out my throat by any means?

To the ones I hold dear, Sadness is near. Forgive me now, For there is nothing to fear. I will not fade, But, simply, disappear.

Flesh against flesh in the mud, Candy kisses laced with blood, An Angel's caress with a touch of fire, Loving you is my only desire.

My name is Alice and I'm not free, There is nobody who can rescue me. I'm trapt, alone, in this Wonderland, I don't have anybody to hold my hand. The Mad Hatter has jumped his skin, The Cheshire Cat has lost his grin, The Caterpillar is away on leave, The White Rabbit is out of tea, The Card Castle has begun to crumble, The White Knight is not so humble, The Jabberwock roams the night, I live my life in constant fright. The Queen of Hearts has lost her head, The Vorpal Blade is gone and dead, All the roses have no color, The entire Land has lost it's Wonder. My name is Alice and in fact, My head is split, brain is cracked. D

Count the sighs and the lines One, two, three, four and five Take a breath and step back in time One, two, three, four, and five Years have passed since you were mine Five, four, three, two, and one Close your eyes and feel the gun Five, four, three, two, and one Pull the trigger just for fun Six, seven, eight, nine, and ten Years it took, but no regrets.

I am the one with no tomorrow High off anger and full of sorrow. I am the one so full of rage Breath comes fast and can't see straight. I am the one with tainted blood Twisted mind where darkness floods. I am the one who holds the knife I'll take this blade and end my life.

Maybe I want to be alone, Maybe I'm better off when you're not home, Maybe I like to cry myself to sleep, Maybe I want to cut too deep, But, Baby, there's something wrong with me, Something hard for you to see, And Darling, I need your help, But you won't be there to see me well. So, I'll cry myself to sleep at night, And wake up in the morning to a fight, I'll drown myself in my own fears, And try to hold on to all my tears, But, Baby, I can't let go of you, It's something hard for me to do, And Darling, I cry for help, But you don't want me to get well. What if I'm better off alone, And I don't want you to come home, I'll

Let the vein meet the razor, The only way that he'll save her. Paint a picture across her skin, The only way to let him in. Sweeping lines of red and white, Screaming in the dead of night. Words that dance across the space, Haunting her in every place. Let the vein meet the razor, He is far too late to save her. Still she paints him on her skin, Her only hope, to let him in. Vision fading gray and white, Sobbing in the dead of night. Ghosts that dance across the space, Haunting her in every place. Let the vein meet the razor, His only joy was to hate her. She paints her love across her skin, All she wanted was to let him in

Escape this world One page at a time. Turn the pages And time flies by. Years upon years, In hours and minutes. A thing to be devoured, Books are delicious.

Lets play a game with your veins, Close your eyes and embrace the pain. Russian roulette, with a blade, Hold it tight and let it fade. Release the anger and the regret, Close your eyes and never forget. Release the tears and the thoughts, Darkness comes and all is lost.