Darkness Within by TheseWingsofDarkness, literature
Literature
Darkness Within
There is a darkness within,
That I wish would go away
There is a darkness within,
That will not go away
There is a darkness within,
That will never go away
There is a darkness within,
That I will always hate
There is a darkness within,
That is growing
There is a darkness within,
And if it was to ever go away,
I would be nothing but an empty shell
O drifter, nobody knows your name
the road is your home
no town is the same
the loneliness that creeps in your bones never turns your eyes to stone
O drifter, nobody knows your name
across frozen rivers and rising mountains
your heart they can never tame
into sprawling metropolises you stumble surrounded by buildings rising like titans
O drifter, nobody knows your name
hunting eagles, perching vultures, grazing prey
they have eyes for you only and it's just part of the game
but you still can't stay
O drifter, nobody knows your name
the world sings and you alone hear its melancholy
during the desolate nights with darkness as your mane
your
Wind me up.
Watch me go.
Go on,
sit back,
enjoy the show.
Your God-like hands
play me well.
Until you,
I never knew this hell.
Once you're bored,
I'll wind down.
Placed on a shelf
without a sound.
pen to paper
hands to keys
emotions pour
like a steady breeze
at first it's calm
but then it floods
a raging storm
inside my head
can't contain
the things I feel
Love, Heartache
Pain and Fear
Passion, Rage
Joyful Tears
one by one
they all bleed out
onto paper
to reflect back at me
every Hurt
every Joy
every Friend
and every Boy
Every single act
carved deep on my heart
I loftily become part of the mist
To dream the part of the dreamed
To see if it could really heal
To already know how I feel
I choose to ignore what has been deemed
Part of the mist I loftily become
But hindering it since it begun
The only efficient feelings are none
It's easier to exist when everythings numb
Becoming part of the mist loftily I
Already know how to feel
Already know what to say
Already want it to go away
Already seen the hand to deal
Still ever slowly I become nothing
Here I sit
On my bed
Thinking about you
All alone
Here I sit
So late at night
Thinking about you
What is wrong?
Here I sit
Dried tears on my face
Worrying about you
Are you ok?
Here I sit
As I fall too
Falling in depression
Just thinking about you
It's hurting me
As much as it hurts you
I'm trying
Trying to help
But apparently
It's not effective
So here I sit
Everyday
Every night
Worrying
Thinking
Crying
Falling
Wishing
Hoping
Dying
Here I sit...